Reveling in it

In motherhood, silly!  I LOVE it.  I'm going to be 100% honest, this whole mother thing did not come easily to me.  Weird huh?  Somehow, I just wasn't prepared for it all.  The all over emotions and the lack of me time.  It was almost like I was holding back, afraid to get my hands dirty.  But now, three kids and four years into it (I know that's kind of a while, but honest, right?)  I LOVE it! I have found my groove.  I'm not gonna say each day is easy.  It's not but you cannot pay enough for the smiles and cuddles and hugs and giggles.  So so fun.  I feel so so so so blessed and I am so grateful I finally understand why people tear up when they see babies.  It's so special and I am really working on being in the moment with it.  No regrets.  No regrets....